Suck my nonexistent dick.

Not really.  Fun day.  You see I’m buddies with this freshman named Riley.  She’s adorable and really funny.  Last night, she had a dream of our little group in study hall: Rob, Bree, Chelsea, myself, random celebrities, and others.  In her dream, she went on a random adventure with Bree and Chelsea.  Chelsea was extremely random the entire time from buying suspenders for her bra to bathing in the chocolate fountain from a restraunt.  Bree seemed to be more as normal as can be.  Riley was just trying to figure out what the hell was going on.  So what does this have to do with me.  Well… I was the manger at Olive Garden and I was married to Rob… ;3  He was the bartender, and we fought about him taking my glassed.  Don’t know why…  Still I kinda liked it.  So, now I won’t shut up about him being the wife.  Which is weird, because I call my friend, Eric, my wife too.  POLYGAMY AT IT’S BEST. YOLO! 

I’m just overly confused lately.

I feel horrible lately….

Mostly hated and unwanted….

I don’t know.  I’m usually not overly emotional ( minus angry ), but I don’t know.

Let’s hope Rara can come over for prom, so I can have a talk to her about it.

Seeing as no one can understand how I feel here.

• If you recall my last rant I told a tale of one of my friends asking Rob to Prom.  Leslie, Quinn, Billy, and I were talking about it in Ceramics.  First, they blabbed about how I should’ve grown the lady balls to ask Rob myself.  Then, I was complaining about who to take instead.  Quinn, the devious girl, brought up the idea of going with my friend’s crush.  It’s kinda low, but I also thought about it to.  Quinn kept going on and on about how I should… I did.  During Current Events.  Honestly, I’m not sure if I’m doing it to be bitch about it or I’m just trying to be nice about this guy.  All I know is that it’s undecided cause he might not be able to go, but at least it’s not a no. (:

Rant for a bit.

• So I have to start actually doing stuff again.  I skipped 3 Dance practices and 4 Softball practices, haven’t been doing most of my homework, and passing out during class ( or not paying a second of attention to it. ).  I hate being in a rut… I really need to get out of it.
• Prom.  So, my friends, Quinnabelle and Leslie, have been really pep-talking me into asking a cerain somebody ( oh who am I kidding. Rob. ) to prom.  Although, there’s a story that goes with it.  Our friend has been having troubles asking her crush.  Quinn and Leslie have tried talking her into it, but she didn’t budge.  Then on Tuesday, Quinn told us how that somebody finally asked… someone else to prom.  Quinn wouldn’t tell us who, but suprisingly… Billy guessed it.  Rob.  Billy did’t tell me until later, but during that class period QUINN and Leslie kept telling me to ask.  I even agreed… until Billy told me about the other thing.  Which I completely believed, because Quinn told him so and Rob said something about someone asking him.  Wooo…  I really don’t know if I should ask at all now.  Worst Case Scenerios: He goes with me and my friend loses a date, or he goes with her which hurts me a bit.  I don’t know…  Any thoughts?
• Also, I love cats.  I love every kind of cat.  And I just wanna hug them all, but I can’t hug every cat. );