meanwhile, this week on gotham
"this horror movie isn’t very good-"
This is the path the horror fan must walk, this is the path I have chosen.
The path of watching a lot of not very good movies.
in 2013 no one was concerned when I was starving myself and lost 25 pounds in less than a month. People are so weird. They were like wow you look great! I’ll just ignore the fact you lost a deadly amount of weight in a short amount of time by not eating for days :D
Ugh. It just drives me nuts. I mean, it makes me pay attention more. But goodness gracious, people need to stop thinking that just cause someone’s losing weight it’s something to compliment. Unless I’m actually trying to lose or gain weight, I don’t wanna hear it.
Really though, I not ever get super upset about the weight loss thing is when someone close to me says it. Cause I’m just like ‘you know all I consume is mac & cheese, Pepsi, and potato chips.’ Really, I’d assume they’d be more worried than proud. Cause they know me and know I’m not the healthiest person, so there might be something wrong with my weight loss.
I always get incredibly uncomfortable when people tell me I’ve lost weight. Like, I never really noticed when I look in mirrors, and I never owned a scale, so I have no idea how much I weigh or what I’ve lost. Either way when people point it out, I generally am like ‘oh.’ They sound so proud of me, but I just generally get upset over it. It’s weird, but I totally have a valid reason for it. You see, I don’t eat healthy at all; not to mention I never actually do any exercise other than running around work. So when people bring it up, I get worried over my body. I don’t have a high metabolism, so I’m quite fat. It’s just where is the weight going? Like, is there something wrong that’s making me lose the weight? I don’t know. Just me rambling.